Day 14: Gringer Creek to White Horse Hills
We acknowledge the Nyoongar People as the traditional custodians of the land and waters along the Bibbulmun Track
The prospect of the big climbs is somewhat daunting and my mood doesn’t improve as the hours pass. Am I strong enough to complete this hike? We have been walking for nearly two weeks and the magical trail legs everyone talks about have not begun to eventuate, not even slightly. This is petty and awful to admit, but the fact that Geoff hikes so effortlessly – he’s strolling along behind me – is somewhat galling. He’s as relaxed and zen as ever, unsurprising as he's had days of meditation! I’m being ridiculous, but can’t quite rationalise my emotions.
I should be grateful for being out here when many people of any age cannot be for reasons of health or finance or confidence or responsibilities such as work or family. But nevertheless I’m tired with flashes of childish resentment, unable to remind myself to be grateful in the moment, and the big climbs loom as prominently in my mind as they do in the landscape ahead. I tell myself that the views will be wonderful and worth the climbs.
It’s a cold morning…
And it’s been incredibly cold overnight. We’d considered bringing our summer quilt but thank heavens we didn’t. The Duplex and Triplex are cold tents as they rely on airflow to minimise condensation, which we simply wipe off with a microfibre cloth each morning. But this morning, the condensation has frozen – those are ice crystals on the cloth!
If we think there’s going to be a lot of condensation, such as on a still, cold night, we zip our identical lightweight Visp rainjackets together, and slip them over the toe of our quilt. This only works with very light (so as not to depress the loft), extremely breathable jackets like the Visp, and you both have to be using the same model, albeit not the same size, so the zipper teeth mesh. You’ll still get a little condensation on the surface of the quilt from the heat of your sweaty feet, but not as much as without it on. A light shirt placed over the top of the quilt under the jacket would preclude all moisture.
Unaware of how I’m feeling, Geoff innocently remarks that we probably shouldn’t linger too long or we’ll arrive late at camp. It is, unusually for him, precisely the wrong thing to say. With a surge of panic I rush back down the hill. I throw my gear back into my pack with Geoff trying in vain to explain that we don’t need to hurry.
But I’m not hearing him, all I can think of is the next big climb. I figure if we go as fast as possible on the flat, there will be plenty of time for the big climb up White Horse Hill. Yes, in hindsight this is ridiculous. I can’t explain why I’m so on edge, but it is likely that the psychological reality of a thru-hike is beginning to set in, exacerbated by physical weariness.
The climb to White Horse Hill seems endless, but finally we arrive. Of course it’s not significantly longer than previous days; my perception is a direct reflection of my mood. If you’ve read our Motivation articles, you’ll see that I’m not always great at taking my own advice! It’s a work in progress!
We did hurry through the flat country between Boonering and White Horse Hill, but would have reached it before dark anyway. And what if we hadn’t? We always carry one full day of extra food and fuel for contingencies. We could have camped anywhere if we didn’t make it. Camping between huts on much of the track is not legal, so we never plan to but, if it’s a safety issue, such as an added risk of injury on uneven or steep terrain at night, we wouldn’t hesitate.
Worse, in our rush transferring gear from daypacks to main packs at the spur track, we left behind one of our titanium long handled sporks. We have a short spoon to use as a spare but it highlights the importance of a methodical approach.
The hiker with the injured foot whose load we helped lighten at the servo is soldiering on impressively, and there is a delightful young man who is sharing the hut as well. He has made several attempts to complete this hike but something tells us that he will be successful this time. So many intelligent, insightful, friendly and interesting people on the track!
In conversation with other hikers, it’s reassuring that many have similar doubts. I am particularly impressed by solo hikers, who have to source their determination largely from within themselves, rather than by leaning on a hiking companion.
Today has been a tough day, but it is physical tiredness affecting my mental outlook. Geoff is as equanimous as ever. We’ve both done well, I just need to convince myself.